John is loving not being the baby. He has figured out that he is John now, and doesn't refer to himself as baby. John loves baby Zane. Sometimes he loves him too much, but this day, he was a great big boy and held Zane so nicely. I think this is one of those photos that I'll keep looking at forever. It really captures John and his sweetness, plus Zane looks so great too - eyes wide open looking right at the camera! This picture really catches how much John looks like Ryan too. Crazy!